The difference in all this is that back then, I didn't have Jesus in my life. You might say, "but Pam, you went to church and helped build a retreat center!" But there was no Jesus. I was definitely living the way He would have wanted me to live, but didn't include Him. It took quite a few years of seeking and getting back to a more "civilized" (haha) lifestyle before I actually allowed the Lord to be part of my life. And I am so thankful I did! So as an older Christan woman, I can only say "Seek first the kingdom of God" THEN "all these things will be given unto you"! Does that make sense? Everything has a place and there is a place for everything....sorry to be so cliched! I find that things that were important are less important now. Baking bread was a must in the past. Now it is a joy and a treat. Growing my own food was a must so that we could eat. We didn't have much money so grocery shopping was minimal and there wasn't many people using coupons then or at least if they were, I had not clue of it.
So with all that being said, when you are middle-aged and heading for your senior years, you too will see young women doing what you are doing and you too will sit back and chuckle a bit. But what YOU have and I didn't was JESUS! You are blessed beyond your years.....hey, beyond MY years. And I have to say, I'm a bit envious that I couldn't give my husband and my son that gift too. But my son is now walking with the Lord, a Godly man, married to a woman of God and wow am I thrilled. Am I am now married to an amazing Godly man as well.
What goes around, comes around!
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